17th now!!!

I've just turned 17th yesterday. Which means I'm getting older. *Sigh*Received a lot of wishes from friends and families through call, sms and facebook.( Thank you so so much)
Hmm, 17th now. Which means I'm grown up, gotta do and learn more things and ready to take responsibilities by myself. Going to take driving license afterwards. That's so much to do when you turned into 17th!! Anway, welcome to 17th!!!


Here's some picture:

It's a nice box for cake =p

Birthday/X'mas cake? lol..

I had a cake like this when I was 5/6 years old.

*Love him*

*Love Her*

*Love Her*

*Love both of them muchie muchie*

*Love them all*

That's all for today.
Have a nice day to all..
Love,
Shasha

Flame of Forest

This is a little something that I've promised to myself to search after exam. Couldn't remember whether Ms. Toh or Mr. Charlie told us about this 'Flame of forest'. It really caught my attention when he/she talked about it! Indeed, it's nice. However, the seeds are poisonous. So, beware of it. *Laugh Out Loud*Here goes the pictures of the 'Flame of Forest'.













That's all for today!! Have a nice day:)

Hugs:
Shasha

O.o

I'm not good in keeping in touch .
At the same time, I don't want to lose it all.
I hate when friendship alters into something else.
I wish I'll be better in doing this.
I wish,
I wish..

This is it

This post is entitled 'This is it'. It's because, this is the moment, this is the time, this is it.
Oh mi gosh. It's really hard to believe that high school is finished. 5 years of time in SMK Munshi Abdullah. *Blink*Time flies. Back in form 2, I really can't wait for high school to finish. Wishing to leave this school and head to a better one. I wished to break away, spread my wings and fly away. Wished to grow up so badly. Now? Well, I'm no longer that kind of girl. I've grown up.
It's irony. The older you grow, the more you wish to stay as a child. The closer you're with departure, the more you wish you're just starting it.
I'm so close with the departure now. I don't wish to change anything that I've done. I just wish time will pass us by slowly so that we're able to achieve and fulfill our dreams and goals in life.
Now SPM is finished, one of my dreams is accomplished. I really wish I'll score well. Even if I don't score well, so what.. I've tried my very best. So, just let it be..It's really the process that is important. During this torturing period, I realized what is the most important in my life. LOVE and SUPPORTS. I remember the night before my first paper, I was really nervous and crying. My parents and sis were there to support me and give me the strength to carry on. Mom and dad will kiss and hug me in the morning and wish me luck. As for friends, they'll text you and wish you all the best from the bottom of their hearts.
*This is what I cherished the most among this period of time*
Okie dokie, it's midnight now, gotta get some sleep, wish each one of you all the best ^^

Love and Kisses,
Shasha
8/12/09

P/s: Yes..WoooHoo..Yeay~~SPM is finished..It's time to get some fun, honey!!

Diary before SPM

Wow, today is officially ten days away from my SPM!!! I know I shouldn't have logged in, and blogging. But,well, need a break from this life..So, I'm trying escape from my life through blogging for a little short while. Hmm, it's amazing you know, I haven't finish my syllabus yet. Compared to PMR, I think I've finished it month before the exam. It's weird to see how things have changed so drastically. I've been working quite hard starting from last year. Getting the 'Sijil Kecemerlangan' is actually a motivation for me. To motivate me to do better. It does feel good to be confirmed by others about your success. Of course, there's quite a lot of times that I didn't get it.. It's kinda devastating to be honest.I don't know how far is true, maybe it's because I've been pushing myself since last year, and now I'm starting to lose my passion in studies..(OMG..Gotta be kidding!!..It's serious though)

I'm at the point of giving up, but still pushing myself to continue what I've started. This life is mine. This is my life. No one is going to be there to help me for the rest of my life. I have to take control of it..And that's what I'm trying to do..

Hmm, i gotta admit I have problem with time..They seem too little for me..That's the reason why I've been skipping school recently, to study. At the same time, I' having hard time to deal with my inner feelings. Melvin said I've been neglecting friends since I've been skipping school. He said we don't have much time left with them and yet I'm still skipping school. I know he got his point. I feel the same way too to be honest. I'm not perfect, I can't balance between both of it.. And so, sometimes, I chose to neglect my dearly friends by skipping school, and by seeing time past by without them , I does hurt.

I was looking at the paper my classmates wrote to me the other night. They wrote down their contact numbers and some lines which touch me tremendously. I was reading the paper written by our dearly Qinyi. Surprisingly, my tears rolled down upon my cheeks. I was really shocked. His words touched me? I was asking to myself. Well, part of it. I realized that, I was missing his sense of humour, and will always miss that. I was thinking how to survive for the rest of my life without them as my classmates. And I saw what Melvin wrote to me. It's written there' will always call one another. At least once a week' .Yea, I still remember when we made that promise. And I proceed to the next one, one by one. Hmm, I'm really going to miss high school's life.

I'm glad to have a class reunion after this, I can imagine how it goes. :)

Ok, till then..Tata..The next post should be after SPM... Since I'm leaving this blog for quite a while, I'm giving you guys a BIG KISS!!! MUACKS!!! Don't forget to visit me after SPM and STPM guys!!!

BiG kIsSesS fRoM
sha sha^^

Smile :) by Uncle Kracker

A very nice song.
Simple lyrics with a thousand meaning.
Smile guys :)
Enjoy!!

Life 1

Hey guys, as I promised, here I come with this post.

I don't really know what I should write here. I am not running out of things to write. In fact, there's to much to be written out. Where should I start? Many things happened since I'm 'disconnected' with the internet world. Let's start with now:

Life has been pretty hectic lately. Trial, diagnostic test, exercises, add maths!! Seriously, I can barely breathe. Life is getting complicated, complicated, and complicated. Faith and trust seems to fade day by day. How is it possible to go on with life when I'm losing these two important elements. I'm really tired. I'm tired of this and that.

Despite of all those heart-breaking and emotional feelings, I have something else. I have you! Yes, you. I have supports from sis, mom, and papa, and of course my friends. They have been my best medicine and supports.. They are addictive, just like drugs!! They are the one who always keep me motivated especially sis!! *Sab, touch?? lol*

And yea, of course, there's time we broke down, fall, and failed. The most important is to get up and get back on the track. Tomorrow will be a better day. Just hold on to this, and you'll be alright.

p/s: I didn't expect what I've written up here. I thought it would be something very sad, it wasn't want I plan. And yes, I'm shock, how the negative thoughts can turn into this. Mood is swinging 24/7.. lol..

Okie guys, till then, see ya next time:

Xoxo,
Sha