Touchie Touchy

This post is totally inspired by someone I love dearly.
It's something that you said or wrote touched me, tremendously.
This post may be short or long, depends on how you look at it.

Something happened, things that need you to get involved with. It's not because you get involved that touched me. It's the way you solve that makes my heart beats. It's pretty shocking how well you know me despite I've been a total myth and keeping stuffs to myself. I've not been talking much about myself especially emotionally. I don't like to keep it open and talk all about it unless it's necessary. Well, sometimes you like to make fun of me especially about my 'love life'. But em, I'm not a big fan of it. I've always been a rigid and conservative minded kind of girl. Indeed, it's annoying when you do so. As time goes by, it kinda build up a barrier in me, in my heart and mind. That definitely mould me into someone that don't speak much about what I really feel.

And as for relationship, I've never get involve in it so far. Getting into a relationship is pretty common for nowadays teens. But nah, again, I'm not a huge fan of it. I've always have a thought that getting involve in a relationship it needs commitment. It ain't easy to have one. It's like getting in a relationship, you are tied up. It just doesn't seem right for me now. Seeing people around me getting in and falling out of love just makes me hold on on my thought firmly.

And em, this is pretty much I want to tell. Poor thing, I've born for 17 years, and yet you know so little about me (emotionally). *Laugh Out Loud* It's always great to have someone like you to take care of my problems. I'm truly glad and blessed to have you in my life. Love you.

P/s: You. yes you. Only get emo with me through electrical devices, not personally. You know how shy I'll be =P *Laugh Out Loud* Well, you know, after all, I'm not ready to get rid of my barriers yet. But em it's just the matter of time. The time will come :)

06/01/10 outing

Finally, after being caged in house for a few weeks we went for a movie yesterday. (Exciting) Boon Xian came with his Kancil and fetch Carine, Gun, Dieh, and me. We went McDonald to take some bites before the movie starts.

Avatar is so so nice!!! Those Na'vi are so BLUISH and HUGE!!! Of course, Jake Sully is kinda cute. This movie is a little touching. This movie kinda reminds us of what is going around this world. Human beings tend to destroy other habitats or what so ever to get money and luxuries. People are killing mother nature blindly. People has lost themselves, their inner self in this materialistic world. Human beings can be so cruel and shallow-minded.

Moral Values: Stop killing blindly(human/animals/trees..)
Remember, What goes around comes around

So, I think this movie deserves 9.5.

Later, we went to play Basketball and Paired Hockey Match at Jusco. I was so nice and exciting!!! Of course Gun scored the highest among us. And so, this fun outing ends here!! Pointer for the day 9.5!

Looking forward for another outing:
Shasha

I'm Yours

I'm Yours
~Beautiful song by The Script~

You touch these tired eyes of mine
And map my face out line by line
And somehow growing old feels fine
I listen close for I'm not smart
You wrap you thoughts in works of art
And they're hanging on the walls of my heart

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours
And though my edges may be rough
And never feel I'm quite enough
It may not seem like very much
But I'm yours

You heeled these scars over time
Embraced my soul
You loved my mind
You're the only angel in my life
The day news came my best friend died
My knees went week and you saw me cry
Say I'm still the soldier in your eyes

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours
And though my edges may be rough
And never feel I'm quite enough
It may not seem like very much
But I'm yours

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
I know I don't fit in that much
But I'm yours