H1N1

Hey, guys.I have been updating blog quite often lately. Yea. School is closing for one week, 6 days to be exact due to H1N1. I'm not feeling well since last week. So, went to check last week, everything was alright(The doctor said). Then, I starting to feel better and ate a lot of 'garbage'. We bought the Asian type 'French fries' from Koperasi. Oh yea, for two days i think, then worsen the conditions already.

So, we went to checked again yesterday. WHAT THE FISH!! Body temperature is 39 degree. The doctor said' My dear, you have to be very careful, drink lot and lot of water' . Then I was like, ok..That's a little scary...So, after we took the medicine from counter and paid for the bil, we went back..

Before I went to check, I received calls and smses from several friends..Which is very touching..

-As usual sis will call from UM then she'll tell what happened in the U and asked how we're doing.

-Then, Aaron called. Chat..Then somebody was calling him and we hung up..

-Patrick called..She said:Hey sha, how are you, Ming shu said you're not feeling well..See doctor already?Take care' (something like that)

-Then when I was waiting for the doctor, Manda called. She said: 'Sha, are you ok? Aaron told me you're still coughing..Take care.Tell me what the doctor said.. (Again, something like that..lol)

-The Dieh text me: 'Hey dear, how are you now'

After that, I replied them and told them what the doctor said..Then Aaron called again:
Aaron: 'Hey Shah. See the doctor already? How was it?'
Sha: Ok la, haven't die yet..

Then he said he's going to watch movie with Patrick.( I cut out the embarrassing part, Aaron..lol)
So, I talked to Patrick.
Patrick: 'How'?
Sha: Ok i think...Enjoy your movie..

Back to Aaron..

Sha: What time your movie start?
Aaron: 10.30 p.m..Okla..You take care..Have a good rest..
Sha: Ok..Bye

(Those conversations are not complete as I couldn't remember..lol)

I took my medicine..All of a sudden I felt so lonely. Thought of calling
-Ming Shu*Let her rest la, so late already*
-Dieh*She might be sleeping at this time, not a night owl*
-Manda*I think she's spending time with her family*
-Sab*Call her, I'll cry,sob*
-Mel*He didn't reply me sms, might be busy*
-Aaron*Watching movie*
Patrick*Watching movie with Aaron*

So, I didn't call anyone. I listened to Red fm and read 'Diary of a young girl'. I couldn't sleep well. Kinda afraid will never wake up again..

Ok..That's all for today! My friends, thank for those calls and smses. You don't know how much it means to me..Take care~~

Love,
Shasha

Diary of the day

27/07/2009
Monday
Rainy Day

It's 2.10 p.m. I just got back from school about 45 minutes. I had two papers todays..English and Modern maths. It was raining when were doing the modern maths paper.. It was really heavy downpour. RAINING CATS AND DOGS!! Everyone was kinda pissed off, seeing their graph papers getting wet..Those who sat near the windows had to move to the other side a little. However, it was real nice. I mean, the weather is very windy and it got me into the emo emo mood..LOL...

The wind blew, I closed my eyes...
I was trying to feel the tenderness...
Somehow, I'm struggling...
Struggled to feel it..
I failed to feel it..
Perhaps, the burdens were too heavy at that time?
And once,
I tried again..
I could feel a little this time..
I tried for the next few times..
I really felt it this time...
The feeling was really good..
It's beyond words to explain..

So I guess what I'm trying to say is: We have to try. Again, again, and again..Yes, there'll not be instant results..It always take time to see the results. I could feel the calm, serenity, tranquil even though it was thundering and in the middle of the exam(not really good to do that actually, in the middle of the test..lol)..So, be strong.. And pick up the pieces when it all shattered apart..There's always ups and downs in our life..Failure in studies, jobs, families, friendship, relationship.. The only thing that can fix things up is you, yourself..Overcome it, appreciate it, seize it.. Try it, do it with your heart and soul....There's always a miracle..You just have to work it out and keep believing in it...

p/s: Sorry for getting a little bit emotional..Haha..Have to study for the next paper already..If i didn't score for mod maths,well, blame the wind..(Joking lar)Lol...Wish me luck babe~

Love,
Shasha

Here I come!!

I know..I'm sorry!! I didn't update anything for a really long time..Not really in the mood of updating blog. Plus, i'm freaking busy..Ok, so, i'm gonna sum things up for these few months in this post..Here it goes:

We had a chess competition on the 11th of July..I was the MC...XD... It was really hectic as I don't really know the rules and blah blah...So, it was kinda stress..Then, surprisingly, it turned out to be quite ok..(For the first time, consider ok la..Muahaha) Even thought that day was really busy, somehow, I still gained something..Something I would say PRECIOUS and PRICELESS..After the competiton, we stayed back to clear up the mess and take pictures...Oh god, it took FOREVER to get the particular shoot done...Haha..All of us squeezed at the small counter..It was really nice..Oh, after that, before we go back...(There comes the best part) The girls hugged each other...And then, a huge group hug...Oww, I really like it..Then i hugged Dieh..Somehow, it makes me sad that knowing we're going to be apart soon..Compared to the others, the hug lasted for quite long.XD..Kok Seong and Aaron were literally speechless, (i think so) seeing the girls group hugging and making all sorts of odd sounds..LOL..That day ended up pretty late, about 6 something, if i'm not mistaken..

*Rehearsing the MC thingy*


*5 Science 1-2009*



*Dieh and Sha*



* The Gurlz*


*This is the particular shoot*


13th to 14th of July, we went to Motivation Camp at Sg. Rambai, Melaka...Cikgu Ramli drove us there as the buses can't fit in anymore... So, the journey was kinda comfortable..With the air-conditioner and no squeezing.. Ya, pretty nice~Then, they took me hp away, I literally disconnected from the outside world..(I realized i can survive without hp, but not for long..lol) Then, they gave us a talk as usual, then we had a night walk at the jungle at one in the morning..Very insane, but fun indeed..We were covered with mud and sweat..Then, we took our bath around 3.30 in the morning. (OMG infinity) The 'best part' woke up at 7 something...They supplied us 6 meals a day..But still very hungry..


Bad news...My phone had some problems...So, i sent it to re -formate..It really makes me sad because all the messages will be gone..I kept around 800 messages because I have this habit. I'll re-read the messages when i'm free..And then i'll try to re-call what happened that time and i'll be smiling..(I know it sounds weird, but it's nice to do so)!!But now,no..gone!!! Vanished!! Ish!!! Maybe it's time to let go already..Fine, will try to move on..Sob sob..

Oh well..That's basically what happened recently..Don't worry, will always keep you update with the latest news...Till then, see ya..

~Shasha~

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